wa im a bad blogger la. have not been blogging for the longest time..

Recently alot of things have been happening which I am truly grateful to God about.. the most being bible reading with Belinda.. haha.

Well Belinda is my girlfriend, and in case many people do not know, I am in adults service now, and she is a non believer. I din leave church horx. haha~

Life is moving progressively well.. I had finally finished Lee Strobel's Case for Christ. Really a worthy read. His last chapter on the conclusion truly touched me.

I have learnt a great deal in this half year. though things were in such a big turmoil, but I am glad to all the people who still love me.

Jin Hai.. thanks..
Pastor Jasmine.. thanks..
Meihwa.. thanks..
Xueting aka toilet tortise.. thanks..
Randall.. thanks..
Ritchie.. thanks..
Barnabas.. thanks..
Santono.. thanks..
Jorris.. thanks..
Jeremys (Qiu and buddie).. thanks
Terrence.. thanks..

thank you everyone for still accepting me though i have made a most unpopular decision.. I do not know yet how to face you ppl, but when i am ready, i'll ring ring you ppl out for supper or something ok? hee!

And now in a new CG, i have experienced a whole new level of fellowship.. with older ppl. hahaha~ no la joking! but im really made to think alot..

And my CL hanhui seems to love exercise alot. our "shepherding" sessions are either jogging or swimming. but im not complaining. love it!

Later im going for CG.. really excited. first CG! haha~

People change, but God is still the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow! 
I do not just serve people.. I serve God's people.. I serve God!

I want to feel You tangibly again God. =)

whoa it has been a long time since i last blogged. ppl most prob already stop visiting my blog. haha~

I came back from reservist, and boy was it tough. phew! I'm glad i pulled through it all!

These 2 months, things happened and all.. Yesterday I spoke to my CL Han Hui, and I learnt so much from him in one night that almost felt like big slaps across my face. He asked alot of questions and all. Is this the difference between tertiary and adult? haha~ I have not been asked so many questions in 1 night, that made me stop and ponder, what exactly is my priority.. God, or people?

God, i learnt somethings through this time.. I had put you in the centre of things in my life, but i had not put You in the centre of my heart. I stopped thinking about how You would think, and put You as one who blesses blindly, as one who doesn't care, as one who is numb and immune to it all. God I had been wrong..

I lost my bible recently.. I have no idea where it went.. maybe its a clear indication that God wants me to start over, rebuilding my foundation, which is so needed, yet so sorely neglected.

Thank you God!

im back from LC!

so much to update that i dunno where to start from. Praise God!

Will update when im home. hee~

Yesterday I had a traumatising experience with this portable toilet on my way home from HQ..

When I stepped into the cubicle, i stepped on this puddle of water which i do not know is water or urine or a mixture of both. i felt sian almost immediately.

then after i peed finish, i pressed the flush button, and this water gushed out from the pipe and just splashed all over the floor, like when Moses hit the rock and water gushed out of the rock. WA I instantly felt disgusted. My shoes were soaked wet!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MAN~~~ I was so conscious abt my shoes, that whenever i smelled something alien, i will keep thinking its my shoes.

I swear I will rather pee in a mineral water bottle than go into one of these portable toilets. totally sian 0.5. I'm traumatised. can i sue the toilet operator? haha