I have seldom felt this stressed. every stacks up and everything is forcing me to grow up and face the realities of this world.

From that sheltered company to the one i am now, I just feel like my life just took a 300029372138127321 degree twist and turn, and now i am here trying to orientate myself, while looking at the stack of notes i am supposed to read, and left to ponder, what have i got myself into.

I prayed that if God wants to use me in this industry, then let me into this industry. then suddenly i feel like im so lost in this industry. Im like a baby trying to comprehend what adults are talking about.

God continue to lead me please.. Let me shine for Yu, in this darkest hour.. I will be salt and light for You, but only if You permit me to. Its all in Your hands..

I consider this a great honour if You are testing me.. but please don't test me beyond my means.. I know that i should be joyful for the test, but please go easy on me..